One of my challenges of late: Where is my focus?
Thoughts are powerful – especially when we tend to ruminate on the same things over and over again…..and over again (if you’re anything like me). Our thoughts seep into our bones. They become a part of us in such a physical way, affecting our perspective and how we feel. Our thoughts make a direct impact on our energy and how we engage the world (or not).
Thoughts are seeds, and they will always, always bloom – taking visible effect in our lives.
My prayer for you and for myself today is that we might let God “take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ” (2 Cor 10:5). When your thoughts are in Christ, you are dwelling on what is true – and that is God’s goodness and your deep belovedness.
Guide of mind,
Companion of my heart…
Bring my thoughts back to you right now.
Ground my focus in your promises to me.
Pull the roots of my gaze deep into
the beautiful soil of who you are.
I’ve been stuck in other soil…
letting the seeds of thought
lie lodged in places of
anger over what’s not fair,
anxiety over what might happen,
guilt over what just happened,
fear over the free-fall.
Plant my monkey-mind
and all its seedlings
back in you,
where instead of dwelling on what I’m owed
I will celebrate all I have in you.
Where instead of fearing whether I am enough
I will celebrate how I am because of you.
Where instead of wondering (with a lot of hand-wringing!) about the future
I will celebrate how it rests in your hands.
And even as this place of
underground germination is dark,
I can be at peace,
and my heart steadfast.